City of steel

City of steel
Here I am, surrounded by darkness
Pale tiles and human magma
Sweat and blood and petty thought
I see them all, around me; I see of them, some I see through them
All these years, they weight.I seat now, on a plastic bench.
None of them see me, all of them around me.
I look up and I see one of the other, ghostly reflection, pale eyes, dark hairs.
He looks back and I panic, I scream and try to run.
My legs are heavy, my head is spinning; suddenly it smells of burning flesh and gasoline.
Burning flesh and gasoline, these dark eyes, piercing glaze
I cannot stand, I cannot run, I look back at her
A promising smile, carnivore.
Eat my soul, I dare you! 
Gorge yourself of all my tears, of all my toxic joy
I gather my forces, I stand, shaking
She approach, silent and cold and beautifull
Intoxicated by her promisees, I die, standing; at last.